So I finally went to the doctor the other day, which I guess it was not finally, because I am only 9 weeks, but it just seems more official when you actually go to the doctor and get to see the baby. Of course getting all the blood work done, and all the usual exams, makes it also seem more real. I just keep thinking that I feel like sh-- for no reason. I know that I am prego, but it just does not seem as real, until you actually go see the doc. Maybe I am just crazy, but it made me realize that I am really in for a rude awakening in life. My life is about to change here in the next few months. It is so different right now with kids in school all day, and the free time that I have to myself, is no longer going to be that way soon. But, I am sooo excited about it. This is a huge step for Andy and I. We really thought for a long time that we were sooo done. Finally we just decided that there was one more out there for us, and that we just had to get it done! So, 1 month later, it was done. Now it just seems so freeking far away to October, but after the sickness goes away, hopefully time will go much faster, because I feel like I have already been prego for 40 weeks, and it has only been 9. I guess that is the good thing, because I am not sure that I am ready to take care of a baby right now, I would rather have it inside of me. Aspyn and I keep saying that the girls are going to beat the boys!! ( saying we want it to be a girl, and the boys want a boy!) I guess we will get what we are supposed to have. I hope the kids understand that, because I see a big fight when we finally do find out!! Haha